Sometimes many wrong things happen at a wrong time and we tend to behave stupidly, arrogantly and then we regret it. Is it a medical science? We say things, we don’t wish to say, we insult.. and that’s how then we loose good people..!! I don’t even know if this blog post means something.. Its just a post where I am not able to convey how sorry I am for all those things I said.
It all revolves round a girl, A pretty, smart, great soul and a great woman. Over a small petty thing I wasn’t able to control my senses and I guess I ended up losing her. The factor of courage for texting her again or to face her is what all lost. I really like this woman.. and I ended up saying ill things to a woman I like? Oh yes I did.. I don’t know how and why.. How does this things happen.. why we lose people we like?
Can we go through mental shit, when we are going through a physical health trauma? Why is this even correlated? No I am not trying to justify my side, cuz I know down deep, I did wrong. The girl in front is such a great soul,.. How the fuck I can go wrong.. when it was nothing wrong? On the other side this girl explained herself and have asked now to hate her.. That’s not even possible..!! But yea, she has lost the respect for me.. I fucked up bad.. I really hope this has good end.. Cuz I want to hold her hands and tell her.. I didn’t mean she is evil like I said.
I don’t know how to end things here.. and I hope it’s not an end.. I hope it all turns good somehow.. someway.. Till next time…
So from where does it all start? Are we in the existential crisis from the start? Were our parents protecting us from it? Oh hell yes…!!
We as human beings are always selfish..!! We always wish for the things out of our capacity, calling it dreams in the capitalism way and then start chasing it..!! Be it our favourite toy in childhood, which parents got for us.. what we did was just wishing and cry, next day our wish was fulfilled.. the cost of parents’ sweat.. but that exactly is the start of the crisis we never knew..
So soon after we grow up, we started having our heartbreaks for the things we never got or we knew that it was impossible to get such thing..!! Be it in any form, from liking a book till fucking loving a person..! We received our own share of heartbreaks..
Going on it all comes down to dreams and goals, a good car, a perfect partner or good fucking decorated house like they portray in some Ed Sheeran world..!! Where finding a life partner is a multi dollar e-com business with a tagline of promising a good partner in exchange of money.. like already which gender doesn’t get attracted to a fucking expensive car or just money? Or its just Zuckerberg sucking the money out of us..!!
As we got here from stone age, as it all started with discovery of fire or wheel by some selfish person who wanted his life to be easy or just as they say thriving for betterment of the society.., we all are stuck here with virus vaccine discovery ‘for the betterment of society’ bracing ourselves from death..!!
So how does it go from here? The country that tells world bout democracy is dependent on stolen oil fields and data stealing, the second powerful country is dependent on nuke powers it has and old good classy blokes in the society of queen, Ah..! well they have stolen wealth almost from each accessible part of the world .. !! Well, we are fucked by the preachers of decency..!!
So whenever someone calls you selfish, it’s subjective. One can always keep longing to avoid the death of desire or grab it for sake of satisfaction..!! It Depends on you, what’s gonna be the selfish choice of yours for the situation you’re in..
So leaving it here.. till next time, also Happy New Year and let’s just hope that some stupid ass selfish foodie doesn’t eat a bat again..!!
It all started with planning a trip, the couple plan, don’t we all do it? The heart desires a scenic location and to be with the love of your life. So you begin to watch your bills, start saving and you spend all your free hours planning the trip. You get it all organized and are so happy getting your tickets and bookings confirmed. But alas, as the story goes the other half of the couple stops talking suddenly and realizes that it wouldn’t be possible to go on the planned getaway.
Sounds cliché right? That’s how my first trip to Dubai was planned. A broken heart and a hunger for adventure. And yes, the plans to ring in my 25th birthday in Dubai now seemed pretty damp.
Dubai, as a destination, is packed with activities to give you all kinds of adrenaline rush. The city is full of life, and loved by all age groups. Dubai serves you with huge skyscrapers, hiking avenues and boating in mountains. It boasts of the best shisha and belly dance in the middle of a desert. But what my broken heart yearned was much more. I needed something to heal, something to loosen myself, something that would make me forget my misery. The Dubai Skydive was the answer and I was drawn to it the most. Yes one of the world’s best places to skydive seemed to appeal even to my broken shattered heart.
Skydiving in Dubai posed 2 issues – a like-minded companion and the cost of the dive. One of my close friends happily agreed to come along to celebrate my milestone birthday in Dubai. Friends are so much more reliable than girlfriends. But as easily the first problem was solved the second of booking the dive and the costs were hurdles.
Sky diving was so exciting, but getting quotes and rates from various options on the internet were too tiring and frustrating. Then by luck, finally we got saved and even our money, my boss introduced me to Mridul Gupta – Owner of Qratours.
Mridul did a good job of making our bookings easy and keeping the budget in check. All the bookings and services provided were great and the best part- he also provided us a discount on skydiving which isn’t provided even by the official skydive people. This taken care of, we landed in Dubai all charged up for 4nights and 5days. We did some city tour and explored the Burj-Khalifa, The Palm Jumeira and many other parts of the city for the first three days, as the best – The Dubai skydive was reserved for last day.
On the D-DAY, my 25th birthday all I could think of was about the skydive. We woke up with adrenaline rush, blood rushing through veins with the mixed feeling of excitement and fear. I felt like Hrithik Roshan of ZNMD. So with similar confidence we went through the training of skydive and then came the time to board the plane. Our legs were locked and confidence stooped low down to the level of Farhan Akhtar of ZNMD, but just like Farhan, we did board and then took the plunge. Up above from 14000 feet up in sky we did jump with all the chaos in mind and adrenaline reaching its peak. Oh my god! Dubai looked even more beautiful from the top and also my life felt beautiful. That’s when the skydive trainer asked, ‘What you gonna do if you land and are alive?’ I answered the question, and I still don’t know the path to my answer and how am going to achieve it, but one thing I surely learnt was – life is beautiful and when you start falling just think of getting up and being alive and not stopping – if you stop – you fall and die.
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