Sometimes many wrong things happen at a wrong time and we tend to behave stupidly, arrogantly and then we regret it. Is it a medical science? We say things, we don’t wish to say, we insult.. and that’s how then we loose good people..!! I don’t even know if this blog post means something.. Its just a post where I am not able to convey how sorry I am for all those things I said.
It all revolves round a girl, A pretty, smart, great soul and a great woman. Over a small petty thing I wasn’t able to control my senses and I guess I ended up losing her. The factor of courage for texting her again or to face her is what all lost. I really like this woman.. and I ended up saying ill things to a woman I like? Oh yes I did.. I don’t know how and why.. How does this things happen.. why we lose people we like?
Can we go through mental shit, when we are going through a physical health trauma? Why is this even correlated? No I am not trying to justify my side, cuz I know down deep, I did wrong. The girl in front is such a great soul,.. How the fuck I can go wrong.. when it was nothing wrong? On the other side this girl explained herself and have asked now to hate her.. That’s not even possible..!! But yea, she has lost the respect for me.. I fucked up bad.. I really hope this has good end.. Cuz I want to hold her hands and tell her.. I didn’t mean she is evil like I said.
I don’t know how to end things here.. and I hope it’s not an end.. I hope it all turns good somehow.. someway.. Till next time…